i love my parent

18/9/2010

wake up in the morning of 10.30am to go for nursing home
u will be asking, going for???
me and ah shua went to sungai ara to meet christopher and was lead to the nursing home by him
when we reached there, i felt so sad looking at those elderly
my heart keep on asking "why do the son and daugther so willing to leave their parents here"
we had some activities there such as sing the old songs by the elderly, celebrate birthday of those elderly whose birthday are at september and october, and etc.
when i listened to the old song, my brain thought of one day in future i leave my parent there.
i saw some elderly that are sick and cant walk properly, they have to walk by holding others people.
my tears fall down uncontrollable
it was weird that my heart was so pain and i cant look at those elderly.
my brain thought, no way, i will not leave my parent there in future!
IMPOSSIBLE to leave them there.
i can feel the loneliness staying there.
the feeling of staying there are really really bad.
i will never ever leave my parent there no matter how poor am i !
i will take care of them even after i had married.
if possible, i hope that my husband can stay with my parent so that they will not feel lonely.
parent work hard to earn money and take care of us,
how could u leave them at nursing home when they are old?
we should pay back how they treat us by accompany them when they need us and not by taking them to the nursing home and let them to be take care by others!
please do appreciate what had been given by ur parent.
dont leave them at nursing home
well, i am really so sad on those elderly :(